Friday, May 21, 2010

mate nih dh penat dh nanges..sampai at 12.27 am smbil mnulis blog nih pon still nanges lg,saya xdpt jpa..sekian..ahd ni dh dftar um, dri bukak jer esila td tangan dh terketar2, air mata dh mcm air terjun, yelah impian 10 thun shattered mcm itu sje,dlam satu klik, melihat kwn2 yg dpt peluang, rse cm dh nk sampai tp terbabs,kamu semua yg berjaye,tahniah, jgn sia-siakn peluang tuh, kmu xtau betapa yg len pon berlumba2 nk dpt peluang yg same, like me,, belle kne kuat! allah syg n ngat kt belle bru die bg dugaan mcm nih....die tau u can get over it..then y can't u trust urself...mungkin if u fly u xdpt catch up or adapt dgn surrounding t uh, mybe if pgi kne spike ke..nauzubillah..d most sad part is i felt dat i had failed in my duty as a daughter as i made my mom cried, i failed as a sister coz i cannot show a gud example to her, sumthin dat she can be proud of, it seems like all the a's doesn't values anything, all the effort just drown in the drains, mmglah they told u , ade hikmah don't give up, but when u realizes that ur best mates are leavin u, n mereka yg dulu same2 berpelitakn torchlight pon dpt fly, mereka yg dulu kamu lebih bek pon dpt fly, mmg rezeki allah tuh xdpt dijangka kn,mungkin satu kejayaan yg lebih besr sedg mnntimu, lebih dri peluang utk blajr di overcea tuh,lebih dri ape yg dpt dijanggka olehmu,mungkin perjalananmu belum berakhir di sini.....sekian untuk mase ini, mungkin xdpt berjumpe lg dgnmu sygku, my love, my amor, my querida....adios

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

pertembungan benua

breakfast: salad with thousand island dressing

lunch: ulam wit tempoyak

note that the thousand island dressing and tempoyak looks alike, just smell different...haha

(harap mereka tidak berperang didlm perut saye)

Saturday, May 15, 2010

entri kali in dlm bm....harap maklum(sekurang-kurangnya mencuba)

wahhhh,saya sgt gembira kluar brsame rkn dan beddie tercinta siti sara mat sabri..terima kasih kerana tidak menolak pelawaan saya ingin keluar bersama anda,rindu bangat sama kamu!:)....saye tahu kaki anda mesti penat menekan brek seharian.,membawa myvi ke hulur ke hilir, sanggup bgun awal hari nie walaupun xperlu hantar adek awak ke sekolah...hahaha..kdai ape pon yg bukak kul 8 pg, jd teluk cempedak mnjadi mangsa,malangnye kite sampai lambat sikit jd xdpt laa cuci mate...haahahha..sara mmg pandai cri excuse nk exrcise...habes spnjang titian itu kita harungi jejaklaa kaki ke pantai yg agk tersembunyi itu,ditegur olah abang yg prsn mude, (don't worry dear u'll always look young in my eyes), maen2 pasir sambil berdiskusi tntg jun pyo,kemudian tawaf ecm tuh, mkn2 n borak alld way erk..mksud saye spnjg kite brjalan itu, bounty hunter mnjadi pilihan, filem itu agk bosan kerana jalan ceritanye terlalu lmbt., xpe la demi gerald. 9 higgit mnjadi taruhan...hee..tp mnonton bersama anda walaupun crite itu agk bosan msih mghiburkan..hahaa....kemudian singgah di kelab golf. xtau cmne nk parking jd reverse 10 meter ye sarr...hahhaa..seb pak guard bek, boleh parking kt dalam, smntara kete tgh rest di kelab golf kami men buaian kalah budak 8 tahun...jumpe jaja di ecm. sebentar...owh ye sata pok soh sgt sedap...kami tmbh tige kali..masyuk2...
n hari g

owh ye satu insiden di ecm. yg ketike itu sebenrnye tgh berlangsung pameran hari guru kebangsaan. jd phm2 je laa bertape pnuh dan sesk dan sempit keadaan di situ, mcm msuk zoo...mcm2 terjadi kne serbu dgn mereka2 yang nk habeskn jstok terakhir..byg kan dlm 6 org dewasa cube meyakinkan kami berdua utk mmbeli majalah mereka yg mmg xprnh dibace oleh kami...mmg xlaa...sorilaa kakak2 and abg2 cari mngse len ye...kmudian dpt tgok pertunjukan magik..mcmmne die bwat saye xtau..yg pasti sti ade pnjelsb yg logik utk mnrgkan magis itu...btw sedap2 jer nk pgg tangan beta...kasi sepak krg...haish..kmudian siap dpt cermh bada tgh2 jln sbb minum air smbil berdiri ...hahaha....interview keje on d spot..haha...mcm2 trjadi di ecm........

kesimpulannya, entri kali in agk membosankan...harap maaf..siti sara sememangnya tour guide berjayew!

Thursday, May 13, 2010

success?

gosh..i watched numbers just now..yeah d story about cute nerd professor solving crime using maths,hahhaa...dats why i love maths so much,,,well the point here is something about the nerd profesor bff said:




"Success is not about where u are, it is about how far
the distance you had travelled since you first begin"



yeah.i agreed with him, since waiting for the jpa is killing me,if nauzubillah i did not get the scholarship, i'm going to um.. and become a great doctor..considering the fact that um is no.4 in the best university in asia.well, i don't have to fly in order to become a doctor.it just that something that i had aim and in my to do list since i learn to write or talk.i may not know what i want to be back then but i knew i want to furthue my studies in uk.Now i am confused is it still a childish dream?, is studying oversea my real goal?or am i just envy my frens who had secured a place or at least feel secured as they had already got the scholar and their mum wouldn't keep asking them when will the result kluar...If studying oversea will make me an ungrateful person so please Allah take them away.but if it is a good thing for me please help me through this period, permudahkanlah jalan hambamu ini.aminnn....


"JIKA ALLAH MENIMPAKAN SESUATU KEMUDHARATAN KEPADAMU, MAKA TIDAK ADA YANG DAPAT MENGHILANGKANNYA KECUALI DIA. DAN JIKA ALLAH MENGKEHENDAKI KEBAIKAN BAGI KAMU, MAKA TAK ADA YANG DAPAT MENOLAK KURNIAANNYA. DIA MEMBERIKAN KEBAIKAN ITU KEPADA SIAPA YANG DIKEHENDAKINYA DI ANTARA HAMBA-HAMBANYA DAN DIALAH YANG MAHA PENGAMPUN LAGI MAHA PENYAYANG"
[10:107]



if i only study in malaysia but become the one of the best surgeon in the world, then i can define it as success.


owh yeah, i'm tired staring at the mail box hoping some big envelope is in it..or call from miss sweet jpa..hurm..yada yada yada....wat ever happends i'll be redha becoz it is d best for me.If i still want to go oversea i'll use my money and travel not only uk but around the world perhaps?...hehehehe


i cannot help wondering do i look like a doctor?will i be a good doctor?let just wait and see hahahahaa....

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

waHHHHH

jpj...
ALHAMDULILLAH............

enough said...

Monday, May 10, 2010

don't bother

kn dh ckp don't bother,,nk tgok jugk sape suruh..hahhahaa



actually i have nothing to say, at least for this time being..the jpa result is not out yet,,
n my jpj result i don't know ..let just wait n see how it goes tomorrow..pray for me yah!
p.s i.m not going to post about my jpj test tomorrow..so hush2..to those who read this..

just keep this between us okay:)..hehe...owh..yeah my dad leave me the mandat to take care of his fish..durh..orite2..no matter how much i hate it..but i'll do it for my dad..( bjet ank mithali)yeah..so i fed them..then when back to kitchen to continue with my lunch..attention i cooked my lunch all by myself..fuhh i'm so proud of myself..it took a lot of guts to get off from the couch...back to the story about that fish..i call him romeo..i think this romeo doesn't like to stay in that aquarium because it keep banging it's head to that glasses...hish..then splashing the water all over place..guess who going to clean that up...me!'thanks' a lot romeo..i mean it..durh

orite ..dats all for today...if i didn't 2 post anything about my jpj then don't aks..hahaha

itu saja coret2 kali ini

Sunday, May 9, 2010

ayh saye

ayh saye sgt comell..scare jujurnye bukn saye sorg ckp mcmtuh, rmai lg mnyokong saye..
ayh saye sgt peramh, secara jujurnye bukn saye sorg ckp cmtu, rmai lg mnyokong pendpt saye
ayh saye x romantik ikut occasion, die xpndai meluahkn kate2 azimat yg slalu mmat jiwang paki tuh, tp cukup sekadar perlakuannye yg ala manja gitu..hehe..

knape saye ckp mcm nih, bukn kutuk eh.tp memuji,
ari nih pegi jj brsame prents n along, mkn kfc n beli brg seket..
knape saye ckp ayh comel, sbb bile balek umah afta keje mase kcik2 ayh sama ade pggil siti, siti aisyah.siti nabilah, siti rasyidah or die jerit esah, belle syedut..hahahaa...utk mkn petg bersame
bile blek ari tuh, ayh ngn t-shirt pagodanye n sluar keje diri depn pintu nmpk kete mak..trus senyum lebar , terselah gigi nye yg jrg tuh...hahaha...comel gile ayh..nmpk sgt ank bongsu

knape ayh saye peramah?sbb bile kluar ade saje yg mnegurnye,klu tidk die akn menegur owg.
kdg2, kami tnye lah ayh kenal x owg yg mnegur die tuh. ayh ckp..ontah ayh xknal pon..tp die layan je...hehehee
td mkn kfc, tunggu alang abes mkn.ayh nmpk ade pkcik dok sorg je die pon tnye lah
dri mne?..owg tuh jwb........
ayh pon :uuiii..jauhnye..kami dri tmn ..lg jauh..hahahahaa
kemudian tau2 je lah...

ayh romantik xikut occasion..
sbb die xsambut ari ibu, atau kdg burfday pon xbg hadiah ontyme...
tp klu ade jam..msti die beli spsg for mak skali.
n bile men golf bju msti kaler same
klu ade function mak bju kaler len die pon n k tukar...hehehe
sweet x ayh..

ayh sayang..i'll always luv u..no matter what
u are my kekasih dunia akhirat...hehehehe....love lots...from alang

ps;itu saje coret2 kali ini

brsame member htj

well, this incident happened last thursday, on 9th may 2010...only four of us managed to come there..



malas pulak nk tulis in english...hehe....

yg tukg organiser nye is encik sufi..tq yah sufi,yg mngikut pd aslnye saye, faiz, nabil, naqi,n sufilaaa...kmudian en.naqi terlibat dlm sesuatu yg tidk diduga..nabil pon same jd..tinggal kami berempat laaa...mlm b4 dat, ayh mcm dh mls nk bg kluar sbb hari rabu tuh dh kluar....senyap je laaa...mlm die tido awal lak.. x sempat nk bodek..pg itu sggup bgun awl krne nk kjar die b4 die pgi keje,, mungkin setelah melihat ksungguhan saye itu, die pon bg laa green light..ho yeah!..

mslhnye transport xde...sape anta ayh tnye..dgn konfidentnye jwb kwn...hheee....

pdhal xckp lg kt sufi..so yeah nabil tnyekan...n sufi pon ok je..jd tumpglaaa sufi..jd mem bsar dok blkg..bodyguard faiz ..drebar sufi...hahhahaa....bjet je belle...hahahhaaa...

nabil ckp diorg pick up dlm 10 sumthin,,skali text dlm 9 sumthin dorg dh odw., mne x gabra

berlari laa kejar iron, dn yg len2..bju dlm washing machine lg

skejap ye wahai bju semua..nnti gue sidai blek nnti..sal sufi dh smpai



ok singgah pdg kgv skjap.then gi jj...agenda kami men boling...hohoho..

bjet nk pkai bola6 sleps men 3 game bru prsn tuh bola 9..ptutla borat semacm...aiyooo

msuk longkg xyah ckp..saye bdak bru blaja..hehe.sufi n faiz mmg senyum mmnjg sbb dorg meng..sufi puas atilaa dpt klhkn qarl...hahaa...then borak2..mkn2

mmndgkn kami semua mcm cacing kepanasan tunggu rsult jpa kluar...asal laa lmbt sgt..

germ btul..then xleh blahnye belle jd cam outcast je..bile sufi n qarl dh kluar crite taekwan do mereka...dn seni mmperthnkn diri yg len...faiz pule dh dpt game ngn member dota nya syamim..saye mngadap yee mee di hdpn..kureng btul dorg...mne x ako mkn byk...seb bek bert maintain lg sesungguhnya saye mkn byk sgt ari tuh

menu:

pg..brekfes di mcd..fillet o fish set..air sprite medium

lunch: air bery pe ntah..n sizzling yee mee

then munch papa roti

n bekal big apple..satu n for mak n ayh



gile bykkn..i know..itu sje coret2 kali ini

Friday, May 7, 2010

hari ini dlm sejarah..

wahh,hari nie mmg cleaning day laa,,belle scrub2 toilet tuh, then kemas2 bilik,buku2 yg memerlukan space ituh, n all my sayang2,teddy bear yg mmg dh penuh letak kt krusi tuh,
itupon setelah dipesan oleh ibu saye,...ye mak alang dh kemas bilik,don't get me wrong, bilik belle tuh mmg dh kemas, tp ikut piawaian mak saye mmg xlepas laa.,hahaha...dan krne abg tercinta nk balek esok,yes bro, bcoz of u,mak beriya kems rumah sbb my cik abg nih x t hn dgn dust, kne clean sentiasa...seb bek laa u satu2 nye my abang,haiyooo,, misi nk cuci toilet tuh mmg sntiasa ade tp asyik tergendala je, jd bile dh bwat rse lega sket, tringt zaman kt tkc dlu, mse jun2 bese laa konon house cleaning ikut dorm(mase tuh dorm cmpur f2 smpai f5 bukan ikut batch)duty2 nih lepas house meeting mmg f2 laa pgi tgok, sbb mmmg f2 je bwat, senior blah bwat hal sndri,satu dorm ade lebih kurg 5 f2, mse tuh my dormate dawee..hehe..dawee suke gile bile dpt cuci toilet, mmg volunteer nk cuci toilet, dawee ckp bile cuci toilet tuh mcm kite sucikan hati kite, haha..x tau btul ke x..mashab mne dawee ambek ntah..hahaha..

lepas dh siap cleaning rse puas laa pulak, hati rse tenang sket..sedap mate mmndg..hehe
then penat2 nih nek laa ats nk on9....skali bile msuk bilik blek nmpk dot di depn almari.. kureng punye cicak penat ako lap td siap pkai tgn lg ala2 cinderella gitu, die pgi melabuh pulak, b4 ako kemas td xnk pulak..hangin2 mmg cicak nih nk kne sunat..xtau knape, msyrkt cicak kt bilik belle mcm lebih sket from other places, fktor haba ke?...geram2 siap laa wahai cicak..seb bek ako xgeti lastik..klu x mmg xslamat hang...

owh btw adek balek ari nih. biasa lah belle memulekan misi mnyakat adek...haha..dh lme xjumpe...nseb ko laa ade kakk mcm nie...hahhaa....hari ibu mnjelang tibe ape nk kasi nih..hurm..
ok itu saje coret2 dri saye

Saturday, May 1, 2010

ayat2 cinta

selame nie, belle mmg suke lgu ayat2 cinta and buku die juge
tetapi bru semlm belle dpt mghayati lirik die,
yg mnusuk ati,betapa bermaknenye lagu ini

rossa-ayat-ayat cinta

Desir pasir di padang tandus
Segersang pemikiran hati
Terkisah ku di antara cinta yang rumit

Bila keyakinanku datang
Kasih bukan sekadar cinta
Pengorbanan cinta yang agung
Ku pertaruhkan

reff:Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
Cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah
Ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
Cintaku padamu
Bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
Seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama
Namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta
Ketika ku bersujud

Bila keyakinanku datang
Kasih bukan sekedar cinta
Pengorbanan cinta yang agung
Ku pertaruhkan

repeat reff

Ketika ku bersujud


cinta yg agung,oleh seorang isteri solehah yg sanggup bermadu demi melepaskn suami tercinta dari penjara.
cinta yg agung ini, bukan semata2 cinta sang pria buat si kekasih,
tetapi cinta ini mnjadi lebih agung kerana diikat dgn tali yg sah iaitu perkahwinan.
seagung agungnya cinta wanita ini trhadp suaminya,
lebih agungnya cinta dia terhadap sang pencipta krna dia sanggup menolak cintanya pd pasangan nya itu ke tepi apabila dia bersujud
kepada dia yg satu.

ayat2 cinta yg dinyatakan bukan sekadar ayat romantis
tp doa yg dipohon demi kesejahteraan si suami
samalah juga dgn love letters Allah yg diberikan kpd kite
iaitu Al-Quran.

itu sahaja coretan dri saya.

ladies day

well i had a blast,watching iron man,
hahaha..i woke up late actually around 10.30 when my systa screamed
"woyh.cepatlaa siap kte nk jln"
then i pon jalan laa pgi toi2 siap2
odw....
i asked"ade ke tiket nih, cm dh lmbt jer"
my sys dgn confidentnye jwb ade.
so ok laa, we went to trminal two,mbo cinema
iron man2, 2 ticket please,
yeah,omg
byk gile seat, rambang mate pulak,so ktorg pilih laa seat yg blakang,
yeah,pdhal lg 30 min movie nk stat
"angh,laparlaa,"
nk makan ke?
ye laa
so went downstairs, mkn bubur seafood kt marrybrown
finger licking good babe!hahaha......
then pgi sp , nk cri hp. since my fon dh bengong,
yg cikai punye laa skdr cukup utk call n msg sudh.. dlm rm 85 laa
alamak alang bwk 70 jer, angah lak ade 15
huh cukuplaa, beli je laa, then jln2 reject shop, cuci mate je laa
nme pon dh pokai, cri tempat cucuk cepat!kt sp xde so pgi laa jj
skali kt situ duet rm50 die dh abes. hangin x..
mmg owg sban nih boros, dgn berbekalkn hanye rm9 di tgn,
ape lg ibunda tercinte laa yg dicari
so kami pon menuju laa ke skolah mak, aduh pusing2 mcm tiade pnghujung
skali nmpk sekilas petronas ade plak merah
"angh, cimb ade kt petrons laa"tyme tuh angh dh belok dkt the opposite jln..
"knape xckp awal2?"
then lepas cucuk bru mak called tnye knape lmbt sgt nk smpai skolah die
di ofis mak kami lepak2 men2 pantun, hahaa
then off to jj sbb angh lapar sgt
cdgnye nk men boling tp lane pnuh pule, so lain kali je laa ye,
singgah skejap utk mncri versus by hlovate
dugaan btul, mph tgh promosi beli 3 for 2
dugaan btul,i need to keep telling myself, belle cri versus jer,
fuhh dh dpt tu rse lega sgt, then we went back
practically it was superb
beacause i got what i planned to do
and planned to buy
kepuasan tidak terhingga!