my haru day

first of all, forgive me becoz this blog will be totally long....
where to begin...owh yeah....
6.35pm ,,9.11.2010....
abah called mom and asked her to join him at pd...at first mum was kinda reluctant to go but that persuate her..and she finally agreed.so there i was, packing my things rushingly...then off to pd...wahh...the room is awesome..somehow i wondered why there was a lot of bed in it..well it have two room in it..one for my parents and one for me..highlight...the entire queen bed for me ..note that angah just in case if you read this...hahaha....ok back to the story...bed..ok there is an extra bed or tilam in my prents room and one more in the living room...why did they put so much bed in one room..not like we're going to take the whole family there....owh and the room has a backyard that connect directlyto the swimming pool...gees rindu gle nk swim...ok the important thing is what happeneds the next day..

8.15...10.11.2010

waking up of thinking that i'll spend the day at the beach...wishes dad morning..then a phone call that totally disrupt or turn my plan 360 degree....abah ade meeting kul 9...siap now..like what?!!!!...dgn x....erm..next...kemas2 brg..check everything tawaf bilik in case ade yg trtinggl...ok check....blek sban...to abah's office...dlm kepale..ape laa nk wat skrg..

9.15...10.11.2010..
sampai sudh.....abah:alang gi laa mkn kt cafe tu..office abah taukn..alang:tau...angguk2
then off to cafe...jlan slow2..ok sampai ...duduk...

after 5..minutes..
shutt...ape ako bwat nie...sitting alone in the cafe, in the middle of overcrowded cafe=easy target for the shark fish or...in other word..brader2 gatal..
nk chow..cm malu lak..so control belle...bajet sungguh mu..hish dh laa abg depn xgeti nk pndg tmpat len ke...mind your own business laaa....seb bek my smashing roti sardin dh sampai...nyum2....

3 minutes later..
ape nk bwat nih....musuh ketat dtg....aka kucing..dh laa dok sorg klu ade die xpelaa gak...haish...
xtaulaa if my face that obvious ..that group of abg gtl bju ijau dh gelak2 punye sakan..seb bek ade anoter group of gentleman yg pggil that cat and give some bit of his food.....thank you encik i dunno who.....fuhh...terlepas...

a few minutes later ...
knyg sudh....hehehe.....time nk bayar ade laa jugk suara2 lantang...mat tudung itam tu ako byr...
ceyh...bjet gentleman lak..no thanks la bro...i have my own money...better you blanje that lady depn mate tu...sengal...pick my things and blah....

end of story...
ksimpulannye...side effect of 11 years in all girl school..gave me this feeling of insecureness whenever i'm surrounded by bunch of boys...xsuke..bukn misjudging them...this maybe just a common case for some people but it may not to others...enough talks...toodles

it's been a while

hehs...hey..its been a while kn blog, ...
yesterday i went to visit my sys, so yeah i went back to college, and it felt like it has been a while since my last visit.
the canteen does not operate during the weekends like it used to...
my junior can play p....(i forgot its name ...hehehe....)..with their eyes closed...back then when we were junior we barely knew the scales....we were so lucky that edwin came...although it toook some time but it proved that hardwork do pay off...ok what am i merepek nie....

my point is ....when i look all the changes around me...i kept asking myself...have i changed?if i do, am i doing better or not....there is a missing puzzle in me...that seem lost...and i haven't found it yet....whatever it is ...i better find it quick..and enjoy my two week holiday to the fullest...hehehe...

p.s ...harry potter and the deathly hollow part one is coming up ....
totally in my must watch list....

r.i.n.d.u.

mata berat..ngadu kt laptop mieronne....

skrg dh xleh nk say bye2 dh.....btullahh dugaan....

sbenrnye saye..........

nk balek!!!!!....

gi tgk muvie ngn angh ......

kaco mak msk kt dpur...

rebut control tv ngn along....

hugging n lanyaking all the teddies in my room,

tgok lagat abah yg cute....

kasi romeo(ikn abah) heart attack.....

kaco syidah tido if die balek....

kutuk2 kete abah.....yg high maintenance tu.....

mkn kueh raye dpn tv cm mkn popcorn kt muvie.......

rindu dark chocs.....

rindu kueh amplam da-y fresh from sabah.....

rindu bukak pose ngn baby,jeej. lely, denne n sarr,

although yg posenye sorg tp sume mkn cm dh 3ari xmkn....

slagi abg dining x kems2 meje sbelah..mmg x gerklaa kan...hehehe....

rindu bebel kt sarr psl teddy die yg dominate our bed....

rindu kaco kak elyn ..

rindu men magnet nique...mcm men scrabble...

rindu loker pink che-m,....

rindu kaco kecik pg2 n bwat2 mrjuk if die bgun awal or trun prep awl xkjut...

rindu klon dri doja yg same2 blur...which come in set wit aje...

rindu suare lonne yg smacm ade sumphn skali die nyanyi tige ari bru leh lupe lgu tuh...

rindu ally yg duduk tepi....

n my deskie....row terpnjg di 5c...

rindu mnje2 ngn sutun....

rindu tgk muvie kt hall...wlaupun x sehebt pwgm kt klcc tuh...

rindu rkn2 band members yg gile2....

rindu adek2 yg caring walupun akak dorg nie kdg2 hati batu....

rindu dgr mrs.lee pggil siti!!

ok...if ckp sal rindu zmn2 skolah n my darling transcenders mmg xkn abeslaaa blog nie..

so better stop rite there....

as a conclusion, saye rindu sume owglahhh.......no matter where you guys are...my prayers will always be with you....

pit stop

yeAH...result just came out better then i expected but not good..enough for my mom.....paper je laa....yg pnting i did my best...ngeee

"IF YOU CAN CHANGE YOUR THOUGHT, YOU CAN CHANGE THE WORLD:)"..nice huh...

zero..

xtau nk post ape but nk post gak..ngeh2..exam over..comfem lingkup...hahahahhaa...jatuh due kali...dush2 dush2! xpe laa saye janji pas nie xmen2 dah ye .....siap arh pasum...haha

lost

i am lost..........
and that is a fact..not lost in finding direction, but it felt like i already lost my inspiration,,,yeah i did studi, mum kept reminding me.. that the pasum during her times have no time to play around or fool around, in a word nerd i guess...hahaha.....ntahlaa....haiyooo wat to do....exam is around d corner, i already sounds dad....don't expect much..hehhehehhe.......belle must rebounce..aja2 fight!...owh did i told u i left all my tutorial on my lovely desk..at room...c4......geez...owh algebra kuiz n as usual bio quiz next week...

xpe 2 ..kacang jer...meyakinkan diri nih...
there are some people in some part of this world that have to hurdles when othes crawl...

maybe that some people is including you, so don't give up...cheers up...and smile then the world will smile back at you...
my journey does not ends here...i believe i'll find my strenght soon, mybe not for a while but it is somewhere out there...slowly unleashing it's magic..

p.s : actually to tell you the truth i enjoyed um...seriously..hehehhe...just the study part...it is not hard but i'm not in the mood yet..

legal day!

bile bace balek bloq yg leaps cm haru lak...dh2 xmau sedih..



emo2 ..cancel2..go away..gone.! pooft..



okay..my burfday...hurm were to start..orite nite before gerak midVAL..sorcerer's apprentice mmg terbaek:)if la dlm dunia reality boleh tukr je kete viva jd mini cooper..mmg angh akn tersenyum lebar..hahahah....sori faiz next tyme i'll bring u along..owg sruh beli fon degil. ..dlm 12 abes...boling panggil...hohohoho...owh ade owg tu tunjuk belang....men berkali2 ganda lg hebat..next tyme nk men boling ngn die kne kire2 dlu....hohohoho...owh lupe! nk cite dlm cinema to ktorg dpt seat pling laa depn..if rombongn cik kiah nk wat knduri pon leps laa kt space depn tuh..ade dis one malay couple.abg botak tuh...baek nye kutuk la die..siap compared kusyen cinema ngn kusyen umah die laa...mcm2 laa..xstat muvi dh bwat owg gelak...hahaha...

then..erm2...hohoho...owh yah thanks to those yg sudi calling2..



d next day...gathering anati on the spot tukr jd sort of my burfday celebration..thanks anat n her family...may god bless u:)

owh yah...balek2 tooo...abah cm pemurah .....so lepaslaa mkn kenny rogers...hehhehehehe





p.s. mieronne thanks for d cake ye!:)