a call

1337 hours...a call masok

no. 066...............sape lak nie...

caller: ello bleh brckp dgn ct nabilah..
me..:erm...ye saye
caller : owh ct nabilah..mengganggu ke
me : xde lah tgh on9 jer
caller : nie k.fida dari ptptl (not sure bout dat)ari tu jumpe kt nilai
me : owh..ye nape ..(sebenarnya i x ngat lgsung psl dat lady..)
caller :dulu sekolah ape
me :tkc..knape
caller : cuti nie xbwat pape
me: x driving lesson jer..dlm ati cuak kot ckp ngn stranger..
caller: owh...kami nk bukak pendftran awl....yedda2...utk sesiapa yg berminat..ari tu dh ambik no akak kn..klu pape contact laa
me:owh..aah...ok.2

padahal dh ilang pon no tu...bukn nye i nk msok pon...
i know i'm not that smart..or already knew wut to do in d future
but entering some private coll.. is definately a no no for me...
so thats it...

my driving class...

ok ..after waiting for quite a time..tibalah msenye siti nabilah memandu
jeng...jeng...jeng
excited sgt..x sbr nk pgg stereng
so i woke up around..6 something..mkn2..tunggu ckgu dtg
smpai2 je tmpat memandu tu..ajr basic..pusing2 ..belok2
then off we went to the road....gile x bru first tyme drive nie
but kene cut all d way laa
hehe...no biggie...
that was my first lesson..
blek2 ayh tanye how was it
best...
ayah:ade pakai brek dagu x
me:mne ade!
he will never forget d incident were i felt from my bike...n got injured sbb x tekan brek
and jatuh straight kt my dagu..huhu...saket tau..
today second tyme drive..tp x dpt kluar..huhu
pusing2 practise 3 penjuru and parking..
penat duh nk pusing stereng tu...
yg lawaknye...mse first tyme i blaja drive...
kete tu tbe2 bwat hal sumthin wrong with d fius kot
so pgi laa anta repair...kancil msuk bengkel for 3 days
ari ni kereta ayh ckgu memandu lak rosak..
memnjg mke i kt bengkel tu je
ckgu:asal den bwk ko ade je yg rosak..
haha...nk wat cmne...
i guess ktorg mmg x ngam kot..haha
next class 1 mac..
i wonder ape pulak rosak diz tyme
uncle mekanik tu dh sedia jer ...hehe

cili

al-kisahnya orang melayu klu msk memg laa pkai cili kan
especially fmly nogri smbilan
my family is one of them
so ari tu ..belle ditugaskan untuk memblenderkan cili tu
ok laa.not my first time pon
bk blend cili..jerang air panas dlu
then cut some garlics and onions
don't forget ur chillies too
rndam those chillies for a few minutes...then blend it with d onions n garlics
msti u guys wondering awat belle ajr org blend cili kan
crita nye bru nk start ..hehe
so ari tu mule laa my tugas blend cili..
cili..check!..awat packagingnye smacm je
fancy..slalu my dad beli cili kt kdai runcit yg dlm plastic merah..n murah..
lantak laa...janji ade..bwg merah..check!aisey asal sket je bwg nie..hurm..boleh laa kot survive
bwg putih..check!so buat laa sepeti prosedur yg telah dnyatakan td
job DONE..relaks
mak msk aym msk merah...mang ai..pedasnye..
sape yg ade gastrik mmg xleh munch laa..
mak:alang geti x blend cili nie
me :getilaa..alang bwat cm biase laa
mak:pedasnye...
me:...........(dlm ati :nk wat cmne)
so..ari tu my kakak tibe2 rjenlaa nk msk mee kari..
adoy..so i blend laa cili tu again with onions
angh:pedasnye..alang punye psl laa nie..seb bek xtmbh lg cili mcm ko advice td
me: kene lg
bile mak tnye asal pedas...sume jwb cili alang
ok..d next dish my kakak tmbh lg bwg lima ketul..amik ko
guess wut ...pedas gak..alahai cili asal hang stuborn sgt hah
mak:pedasnye cili alang nie..tmbh x bwg
angh:dah lima ketul lg
mak:hurm..agknya owg yg blend tu x ikhlas gak
belle:kene lg
adoyyy...bukan i yg tnm cili tuh
mne de die tulis kt plastis i am super hot!jgn blend..gosh
slagi cili itu wujud ..mereka menggelarnya cili alang..like a brand rite?
if a good one xpe laa...itu saje cerita cili saye
p.s:dats cili still sitting heavenly inside our refrigerator..huhu.. ble nk abes?

takot

okk............where to begin..

takot?

takotkah saya..

cuak?

erm..cuakkah saya

nie sume pasal that 3 words

SPM

sutun je kot yg tdak bersetuju dgn title SPM victim

dh nme pun sutun..haha

ok..back to the story

i'm currently waiting for d result..dorh obv.

betapa penantian itu satu penyeksaan!

takot sgt sbb i knew some of d mistakes yg i wat dulu

slalu if i'm hoping sumthin

d result mmg x mmberansgkan langsung

dats why i mcm x pernh hoping for anything

tp i buang sume tuh mse form five

like wut midelle slalu ckp..

laws of attraction

so i am determined to achieve sumthin

and yes she's right...i did achieve sumthin that i am proud of

yes i am afraid about d rsult..or aka cuak

but i am more afraid for not knowing wut i shud do

i takot if it's going to let me down

urgghh...ya Allah..

a lil help ere?

ksimpulannye whut shud i do?!

jom masok u

haha..okay...ari tu i went tu nilai to join the karnival jom masok u

ade around 50+ u yg bwat exhibition...bez laa a lot of info

ade pasal scholarship jugk...so i nak share to those yg berminat nk jd pensyarah

nownie ade scholarship under govt....dlam 5 bidg utama

but since i cam nk jd doc.. yg ade jpa je laa

jpa bukak offer on d day spm rsult kluar

ok..to those yg sekpal dgn i

nk ambik medic xleh tros studi for medic...round

if rsult bgos ambik asasi dulu or blaja matriks dulu

afta dat kene leps certain pointer....

mcm ukm or uitm i rase 3.5....

itu dorg ckp tp ade len ckp kene 4.0

nme pon dh rmai bdak pandai skrg nie..hurm

alternatif len bleh join u perthann awm

studi free dpat elaun tp life mcm tentera laaa

pastu kene serve around 10-13 years

if dh secure tmpat kt u for medic mmg govt.offer scholarship

serve blek dlm 10years laa rsenye..ok tu psl studi

mse tgh tawaf tu ade diz abang bg kertas pe ntah

abg:nah...klu nk jd ckgu tadika

belle:ckgu tadika?hahaha

abg:ehh..gelak pulak die

bukan pe abg..tp me jd ckgu mmg x laa kan..haha...

ckgu tadika lak tu....angh bleh laa...hahaha

jd ckgu bdak afta tadika pon bleh....

bygkan pi tmpat tu penuh dgn student in uniform..

rse tue lak ....haha...1 tahun je pon..kcoh larr...

i admit rse insecure gler jln sorg...mne x..11 years all girl school

haish..sumthin yg i must get used to...

oh yahh... my dearest transcenders..

mne korg?

my most regret

hurm....my most regret thing dat i've done..
tidak menggunakan nikmat yg telah Allah berikan kepada saya..
why did i said that?
well i've been given the oppurtunity toi study in one of the most prestigious school in Malaysia..
for damn 5 years...
and what i did?
NOTHIN...dats rite nothin
yme form one n form two..men2 jer
xpernah criuz studi
d only tyme i studied was d night b4 exam
eventhough final exam
xkesah bout ranking sume
peduli ape
selamat jer...2nd class..haha...minah yg bajet otak mcm syem
luckily ade PMR...baru criuz sket...first tyme lulus sbp...hehe
F4...busy..memanjg...tp kesedarn nk blaja tu dh ade laa
although xde laa smpai top 10..tp to get to first class..wow...
then ade this dilema..nak smbg acc..ke x..
ya Allah..i memg thankful dpt kwn cm pya, sutun
especially pika..hehe...d one yg x give up in myself
same2 trtonggek tyme acc x balance..lumba2 siapkn doc. prniagaan
lumba finishkn homework cik. rahmah
sori frens..i drop out jgk akhirnya....
i tau u yg pent lyn minah yg sorg nie...
bile i looked back...rmai my frens dh lbih brjaye than me
bukan jelez tp belle frust
sebab belle tau belle pon boleh jgak klu nak...
if only i've taken stuff seriously
sekrg belle hrp sgt Allah forgive me.. n give me the second chance
after all Allah is the all Mighty...
9A+..and scholarship for medic in ireland
amin...