Wednesday, November 17, 2010

i wanna be like Firework


shush...less talk..more listen!

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon


Tuesday, November 9, 2010

my haru day

first of all, forgive me becoz this blog will be totally long....
where to begin...owh yeah....
6.35pm ,,9.11.2010....
abah called mom and asked her to join him at pd...at first mum was kinda reluctant to go but that persuate her..and she finally agreed.so there i was, packing my things rushingly...then off to pd...wahh...the room is awesome..somehow i wondered why there was a lot of bed in it..well it have two room in it..one for my parents and one for me..highlight...the entire queen bed for me ..note that angah just in case if you read this...hahaha....ok back to the story...bed..ok there is an extra bed or tilam in my prents room and one more in the living room...why did they put so much bed in one room..not like we're going to take the whole family there....owh and the room has a backyard that connect directlyto the swimming pool...gees rindu gle nk swim...ok the important thing is what happeneds the next day..

8.15...10.11.2010

waking up of thinking that i'll spend the day at the beach...wishes dad morning..then a phone call that totally disrupt or turn my plan 360 degree....abah ade meeting kul 9...siap now..like what?!!!!...dgn x....erm..next...kemas2 brg..check everything tawaf bilik in case ade yg trtinggl...ok check....blek sban...to abah's office...dlm kepale..ape laa nk wat skrg..

9.15...10.11.2010..
sampai sudh.....abah:alang gi laa mkn kt cafe tu..office abah taukn..alang:tau...angguk2
then off to cafe...jlan slow2..ok sampai ...duduk...

after 5..minutes..
shutt...ape ako bwat nie...sitting alone in the cafe, in the middle of overcrowded cafe=easy target for the shark fish or...in other word..brader2 gatal..
nk chow..cm malu lak..so control belle...bajet sungguh mu..hish dh laa abg depn xgeti nk pndg tmpat len ke...mind your own business laaa....seb bek my smashing roti sardin dh sampai...nyum2....

3 minutes later..
ape nk bwat nih....musuh ketat dtg....aka kucing..dh laa dok sorg klu ade die xpelaa gak...haish...
xtaulaa if my face that obvious ..that group of abg gtl bju ijau dh gelak2 punye sakan..seb bek ade anoter group of gentleman yg pggil that cat and give some bit of his food.....thank you encik i dunno who.....fuhh...terlepas...

a few minutes later ...
knyg sudh....hehehe.....time nk bayar ade laa jugk suara2 lantang...mat tudung itam tu ako byr...
ceyh...bjet gentleman lak..no thanks la bro...i have my own money...better you blanje that lady depn mate tu...sengal...pick my things and blah....

end of story...
ksimpulannye...side effect of 11 years in all girl school..gave me this feeling of insecureness whenever i'm surrounded by bunch of boys...xsuke..bukn misjudging them...this maybe just a common case for some people but it may not to others...enough talks...toodles

it's been a while

hehs...hey..its been a while kn blog, ...
yesterday i went to visit my sys, so yeah i went back to college, and it felt like it has been a while since my last visit.
the canteen does not operate during the weekends like it used to...
my junior can play p....(i forgot its name ...hehehe....)..with their eyes closed...back then when we were junior we barely knew the scales....we were so lucky that edwin came...although it toook some time but it proved that hardwork do pay off...ok what am i merepek nie....

my point is ....when i look all the changes around me...i kept asking myself...have i changed?if i do, am i doing better or not....there is a missing puzzle in me...that seem lost...and i haven't found it yet....whatever it is ...i better find it quick..and enjoy my two week holiday to the fullest...hehehe...

p.s ...harry potter and the deathly hollow part one is coming up ....
totally in my must watch list....