hey...lme x blogging...hehhee...nothing went well actually,, result came up and not like what i expected it to be....i almost screwed my only chance of doing medicine...ya allah ...what am i going to do.Please no more ...not another failure...2nd sem is the finale..get your head in the game... focus3!....owh, but from whatever happened, i knew how much m parents love me....you see i am not the girl who want to do medicine before this, the only reason that i keep telling myself i have to do medicine bcoz that's what they want me to do. Besides i live in the environment where all people keep telling yourself do mediclah.. medic is good and so on.What my parents trying to tell me and i believe what most parents do is they just want the best for you.They lived long enough to know all the asam garam of kehidupan. They do not want me to pick courses that have no future or where there is not much person needed in that field.They have seen it before and they just do not want me to be one of the victim.
So, the onclusion is..everything starts with niat, i lways thought of doing things just to please my arents, not that it is wrong.But , maybe i better thought of studying is something i want to achieve for me, myself and i.Thanks mak ayah for all your tlc.p.s. ily very much:)
Friday, December 24, 2010
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
i wanna be like Firework
shush...less talk..more listen!
Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in
Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you
You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July
Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y
Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own
You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow
Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in
Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you
You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July
Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y
Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own
You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow
Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know
You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July
Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y
Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through
Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y
Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
And when it's time, you'll know
You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July
Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y
Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through
Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y
Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
my haru day
first of all, forgive me becoz this blog will be totally long....
where to begin...owh yeah....
6.35pm ,,9.11.2010....
abah called mom and asked her to join him at pd...at first mum was kinda reluctant to go but that persuate her..and she finally agreed.so there i was, packing my things rushingly...then off to pd...wahh...the room is awesome..somehow i wondered why there was a lot of bed in it..well it have two room in it..one for my parents and one for me..highlight...the entire queen bed for me ..note that angah just in case if you read this...hahaha....ok back to the story...bed..ok there is an extra bed or tilam in my prents room and one more in the living room...why did they put so much bed in one room..not like we're going to take the whole family there....owh and the room has a backyard that connect directlyto the swimming pool...gees rindu gle nk swim...ok the important thing is what happeneds the next day..
8.15...10.11.2010
waking up of thinking that i'll spend the day at the beach...wishes dad morning..then a phone call that totally disrupt or turn my plan 360 degree....abah ade meeting kul 9...siap now..like what?!!!!...dgn x....erm..next...kemas2 brg..check everything tawaf bilik in case ade yg trtinggl...ok check....blek sban...to abah's office...dlm kepale..ape laa nk wat skrg..
9.15...10.11.2010..
sampai sudh.....abah:alang gi laa mkn kt cafe tu..office abah taukn..alang:tau...angguk2
then off to cafe...jlan slow2..ok sampai ...duduk...
after 5..minutes..
shutt...ape ako bwat nie...sitting alone in the cafe, in the middle of overcrowded cafe=easy target for the shark fish or...in other word..brader2 gatal..
nk chow..cm malu lak..so control belle...bajet sungguh mu..hish dh laa abg depn xgeti nk pndg tmpat len ke...mind your own business laaa....seb bek my smashing roti sardin dh sampai...nyum2....
3 minutes later..
ape nk bwat nih....musuh ketat dtg....aka kucing..dh laa dok sorg klu ade die xpelaa gak...haish...
xtaulaa if my face that obvious ..that group of abg gtl bju ijau dh gelak2 punye sakan..seb bek ade anoter group of gentleman yg pggil that cat and give some bit of his food.....thank you encik i dunno who.....fuhh...terlepas...
a few minutes later ...
knyg sudh....hehehe.....time nk bayar ade laa jugk suara2 lantang...mat tudung itam tu ako byr...
ceyh...bjet gentleman lak..no thanks la bro...i have my own money...better you blanje that lady depn mate tu...sengal...pick my things and blah....
end of story...
ksimpulannye...side effect of 11 years in all girl school..gave me this feeling of insecureness whenever i'm surrounded by bunch of boys...xsuke..bukn misjudging them...this maybe just a common case for some people but it may not to others...enough talks...toodles
where to begin...owh yeah....
6.35pm ,,9.11.2010....
abah called mom and asked her to join him at pd...at first mum was kinda reluctant to go but that persuate her..and she finally agreed.so there i was, packing my things rushingly...then off to pd...wahh...the room is awesome..somehow i wondered why there was a lot of bed in it..well it have two room in it..one for my parents and one for me..highlight...the entire queen bed for me ..note that angah just in case if you read this...hahaha....ok back to the story...bed..ok there is an extra bed or tilam in my prents room and one more in the living room...why did they put so much bed in one room..not like we're going to take the whole family there....owh and the room has a backyard that connect directlyto the swimming pool...gees rindu gle nk swim...ok the important thing is what happeneds the next day..
8.15...10.11.2010
waking up of thinking that i'll spend the day at the beach...wishes dad morning..then a phone call that totally disrupt or turn my plan 360 degree....abah ade meeting kul 9...siap now..like what?!!!!...dgn x....erm..next...kemas2 brg..check everything tawaf bilik in case ade yg trtinggl...ok check....blek sban...to abah's office...dlm kepale..ape laa nk wat skrg..
9.15...10.11.2010..
sampai sudh.....abah:alang gi laa mkn kt cafe tu..office abah taukn..alang:tau...angguk2
then off to cafe...jlan slow2..ok sampai ...duduk...
after 5..minutes..
shutt...ape ako bwat nie...sitting alone in the cafe, in the middle of overcrowded cafe=easy target for the shark fish or...in other word..brader2 gatal..
nk chow..cm malu lak..so control belle...bajet sungguh mu..hish dh laa abg depn xgeti nk pndg tmpat len ke...mind your own business laaa....seb bek my smashing roti sardin dh sampai...nyum2....
3 minutes later..
ape nk bwat nih....musuh ketat dtg....aka kucing..dh laa dok sorg klu ade die xpelaa gak...haish...
xtaulaa if my face that obvious ..that group of abg gtl bju ijau dh gelak2 punye sakan..seb bek ade anoter group of gentleman yg pggil that cat and give some bit of his food.....thank you encik i dunno who.....fuhh...terlepas...
a few minutes later ...
knyg sudh....hehehe.....time nk bayar ade laa jugk suara2 lantang...mat tudung itam tu ako byr...
ceyh...bjet gentleman lak..no thanks la bro...i have my own money...better you blanje that lady depn mate tu...sengal...pick my things and blah....
end of story...
ksimpulannye...side effect of 11 years in all girl school..gave me this feeling of insecureness whenever i'm surrounded by bunch of boys...xsuke..bukn misjudging them...this maybe just a common case for some people but it may not to others...enough talks...toodles
it's been a while
hehs...hey..its been a while kn blog, ...
yesterday i went to visit my sys, so yeah i went back to college, and it felt like it has been a while since my last visit.
the canteen does not operate during the weekends like it used to...
my junior can play p....(i forgot its name ...hehehe....)..with their eyes closed...back then when we were junior we barely knew the scales....we were so lucky that edwin came...although it toook some time but it proved that hardwork do pay off...ok what am i merepek nie....
my point is ....when i look all the changes around me...i kept asking myself...have i changed?if i do, am i doing better or not....there is a missing puzzle in me...that seem lost...and i haven't found it yet....whatever it is ...i better find it quick..and enjoy my two week holiday to the fullest...hehehe...
p.s ...harry potter and the deathly hollow part one is coming up ....
totally in my must watch list....
yesterday i went to visit my sys, so yeah i went back to college, and it felt like it has been a while since my last visit.
the canteen does not operate during the weekends like it used to...
my junior can play p....(i forgot its name ...hehehe....)..with their eyes closed...back then when we were junior we barely knew the scales....we were so lucky that edwin came...although it toook some time but it proved that hardwork do pay off...ok what am i merepek nie....
my point is ....when i look all the changes around me...i kept asking myself...have i changed?if i do, am i doing better or not....there is a missing puzzle in me...that seem lost...and i haven't found it yet....whatever it is ...i better find it quick..and enjoy my two week holiday to the fullest...hehehe...
p.s ...harry potter and the deathly hollow part one is coming up ....
totally in my must watch list....
Friday, September 24, 2010
r.i.n.d.u.
mata berat..ngadu kt laptop mieronne....
skrg dh xleh nk say bye2 dh.....btullahh dugaan....
sbenrnye saye..........
nk balek!!!!!....
gi tgk muvie ngn angh ......
kaco mak msk kt dpur...
rebut control tv ngn along....
hugging n lanyaking all the teddies in my room,
tgok lagat abah yg cute....
kasi romeo(ikn abah) heart attack.....
kaco syidah tido if die balek....
kutuk2 kete abah.....yg high maintenance tu.....
mkn kueh raye dpn tv cm mkn popcorn kt muvie.......
rindu dark chocs.....
rindu kueh amplam da-y fresh from sabah.....
rindu bukak pose ngn baby,jeej. lely, denne n sarr,
although yg posenye sorg tp sume mkn cm dh 3ari xmkn....
slagi abg dining x kems2 meje sbelah..mmg x gerklaa kan...hehehe....
rindu bebel kt sarr psl teddy die yg dominate our bed....
rindu kaco kak elyn ..
rindu men magnet nique...mcm men scrabble...
rindu loker pink che-m,....
rindu kaco kecik pg2 n bwat2 mrjuk if die bgun awal or trun prep awl xkjut...
rindu klon dri doja yg same2 blur...which come in set wit aje...
rindu suare lonne yg smacm ade sumphn skali die nyanyi tige ari bru leh lupe lgu tuh...
rindu ally yg duduk tepi....
n my deskie....row terpnjg di 5c...
rindu mnje2 ngn sutun....
rindu tgk muvie kt hall...wlaupun x sehebt pwgm kt klcc tuh...
rindu rkn2 band members yg gile2....
rindu adek2 yg caring walupun akak dorg nie kdg2 hati batu....
rindu dgr mrs.lee pggil siti!!
ok...if ckp sal rindu zmn2 skolah n my darling transcenders mmg xkn abeslaaa blog nie..
so better stop rite there....
as a conclusion, saye rindu sume owglahhh.......no matter where you guys are...my prayers will always be with you....
Sunday, September 5, 2010
pit stop
yeAH...result just came out better then i expected but not good..enough for my mom.....paper je laa....yg pnting i did my best...ngeee
"IF YOU CAN CHANGE YOUR THOUGHT, YOU CAN CHANGE THE WORLD:)"..nice huh...
"IF YOU CAN CHANGE YOUR THOUGHT, YOU CAN CHANGE THE WORLD:)"..nice huh...
Friday, August 20, 2010
zero..
xtau nk post ape but nk post gak..ngeh2..exam over..comfem lingkup...hahahahhaa...jatuh due kali...dush2 dush2! xpe laa saye janji pas nie xmen2 dah ye .....siap arh pasum...haha
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