mate nih dh penat dh nanges..sampai at 12.27 am smbil mnulis blog nih pon still nanges lg,saya xdpt jpa..sekian..ahd ni dh dftar um, dri bukak jer esila td tangan dh terketar2, air mata dh mcm air terjun, yelah impian 10 thun shattered mcm itu sje,dlam satu klik, melihat kwn2 yg dpt peluang, rse cm dh nk sampai tp terbabs,kamu semua yg berjaye,tahniah, jgn sia-siakn peluang tuh, kmu xtau betapa yg len pon berlumba2 nk dpt peluang yg same, like me,, belle kne kuat! allah syg n ngat kt belle bru die bg dugaan mcm nih....die tau u can get over it..then y can't u trust urself...mungkin if u fly u xdpt catch up or adapt dgn surrounding t uh, mybe if pgi kne spike ke..nauzubillah..d most sad part is i felt dat i had failed in my duty as a daughter as i made my mom cried, i failed as a sister coz i cannot show a gud example to her, sumthin dat she can be proud of, it seems like all the a's doesn't values anything, all the effort just drown in the drains, mmglah they told u , ade hikmah don't give up, but when u realizes that ur best mates are leavin u, n mereka yg dulu same2 berpelitakn torchlight pon dpt fly, mereka yg dulu kamu lebih bek pon dpt fly, mmg rezeki allah tuh xdpt dijangka kn,mungkin satu kejayaan yg lebih besr sedg mnntimu, lebih dri peluang utk blajr di overcea tuh,lebih dri ape yg dpt dijanggka olehmu,mungkin perjalananmu belum berakhir di sini.....sekian untuk mase ini, mungkin xdpt berjumpe lg dgnmu sygku, my love, my amor, my querida....adios