mate nih dh penat dh nanges..sampai at 12.27 am smbil mnulis blog nih pon still nanges lg,saya xdpt jpa..sekian..ahd ni dh dftar um, dri bukak jer esila td tangan dh terketar2, air mata dh mcm air terjun, yelah impian 10 thun shattered mcm itu sje,dlam satu klik, melihat kwn2 yg dpt peluang, rse cm dh nk sampai tp terbabs,kamu semua yg berjaye,tahniah, jgn sia-siakn peluang tuh, kmu xtau betapa yg len pon berlumba2 nk dpt peluang yg same, like me,, belle kne kuat! allah syg n ngat kt belle bru die bg dugaan mcm nih....die tau u can get over it..then y can't u trust urself...mungkin if u fly u xdpt catch up or adapt dgn surrounding t uh, mybe if pgi kne spike ke..nauzubillah..d most sad part is i felt dat i had failed in my duty as a daughter as i made my mom cried, i failed as a sister coz i cannot show a gud example to her, sumthin dat she can be proud of, it seems like all the a's doesn't values anything, all the effort just drown in the drains, mmglah they told u , ade hikmah don't give up, but when u realizes that ur best mates are leavin u, n mereka yg dulu same2 berpelitakn torchlight pon dpt fly, mereka yg dulu kamu lebih bek pon dpt fly, mmg rezeki allah tuh xdpt dijangka kn,mungkin satu kejayaan yg lebih besr sedg mnntimu, lebih dri peluang utk blajr di overcea tuh,lebih dri ape yg dpt dijanggka olehmu,mungkin perjalananmu belum berakhir di sini.....sekian untuk mase ini, mungkin xdpt berjumpe lg dgnmu sygku, my love, my amor, my querida....adios

pertembungan benua

breakfast: salad with thousand island dressing

lunch: ulam wit tempoyak

note that the thousand island dressing and tempoyak looks alike, just smell different...haha

(harap mereka tidak berperang didlm perut saye)

entri kali in dlm bm....harap maklum(sekurang-kurangnya mencuba)

wahhhh,saya sgt gembira kluar brsame rkn dan beddie tercinta siti sara mat sabri..terima kasih kerana tidak menolak pelawaan saya ingin keluar bersama anda,rindu bangat sama kamu!:)....saye tahu kaki anda mesti penat menekan brek seharian.,membawa myvi ke hulur ke hilir, sanggup bgun awal hari nie walaupun xperlu hantar adek awak ke sekolah...hahaha..kdai ape pon yg bukak kul 8 pg, jd teluk cempedak mnjadi mangsa,malangnye kite sampai lambat sikit jd xdpt laa cuci mate...haahahha..sara mmg pandai cri excuse nk exrcise...habes spnjang titian itu kita harungi jejaklaa kaki ke pantai yg agk tersembunyi itu,ditegur olah abang yg prsn mude, (don't worry dear u'll always look young in my eyes), maen2 pasir sambil berdiskusi tntg jun pyo,kemudian tawaf ecm tuh, mkn2 n borak alld way erk..mksud saye spnjg kite brjalan itu, bounty hunter mnjadi pilihan, filem itu agk bosan kerana jalan ceritanye terlalu lmbt., xpe la demi gerald. 9 higgit mnjadi taruhan...hee..tp mnonton bersama anda walaupun crite itu agk bosan msih mghiburkan..hahaa....kemudian singgah di kelab golf. xtau cmne nk parking jd reverse 10 meter ye sarr...hahhaa..seb pak guard bek, boleh parking kt dalam, smntara kete tgh rest di kelab golf kami men buaian kalah budak 8 tahun...jumpe jaja di ecm. sebentar...owh ye sata pok soh sgt sedap...kami tmbh tige kali..masyuk2...
n hari g

owh ye satu insiden di ecm. yg ketike itu sebenrnye tgh berlangsung pameran hari guru kebangsaan. jd phm2 je laa bertape pnuh dan sesk dan sempit keadaan di situ, mcm msuk zoo...mcm2 terjadi kne serbu dgn mereka2 yang nk habeskn jstok terakhir..byg kan dlm 6 org dewasa cube meyakinkan kami berdua utk mmbeli majalah mereka yg mmg xprnh dibace oleh kami...mmg xlaa...sorilaa kakak2 and abg2 cari mngse len ye...kmudian dpt tgok pertunjukan magik..mcmmne die bwat saye xtau..yg pasti sti ade pnjelsb yg logik utk mnrgkan magis itu...btw sedap2 jer nk pgg tangan beta...kasi sepak krg...haish..kmudian siap dpt cermh bada tgh2 jln sbb minum air smbil berdiri ...hahaha....interview keje on d spot..haha...mcm2 trjadi di ecm........

kesimpulannya, entri kali in agk membosankan...harap maaf..siti sara sememangnya tour guide berjayew!

success?

gosh..i watched numbers just now..yeah d story about cute nerd professor solving crime using maths,hahhaa...dats why i love maths so much,,,well the point here is something about the nerd profesor bff said:

"Success is not about where u are, it is about how far
the distance you had travelled since you first begin"



yeah.i agreed with him, since waiting for the jpa is killing me,if nauzubillah i did not get the scholarship, i'm going to um.. and become a great doctor..considering the fact that um is no.4 in the best university in asia.well, i don't have to fly in order to become a doctor.it just that something that i had aim and in my to do list since i learn to write or talk.i may not know what i want to be back then but i knew i want to furthue my studies in uk.Now i am confused is it still a childish dream?, is studying oversea my real goal?or am i just envy my frens who had secured a place or at least feel secured as they had already got the scholar and their mum wouldn't keep asking them when will the result kluar...If studying oversea will make me an ungrateful person so please Allah take them away.but if it is a good thing for me please help me through this period, permudahkanlah jalan hambamu ini.aminnn....


"JIKA ALLAH MENIMPAKAN SESUATU KEMUDHARATAN KEPADAMU, MAKA TIDAK ADA YANG DAPAT MENGHILANGKANNYA KECUALI DIA. DAN JIKA ALLAH MENGKEHENDAKI KEBAIKAN BAGI KAMU, MAKA TAK ADA YANG DAPAT MENOLAK KURNIAANNYA. DIA MEMBERIKAN KEBAIKAN ITU KEPADA SIAPA YANG DIKEHENDAKINYA DI ANTARA HAMBA-HAMBANYA DAN DIALAH YANG MAHA PENGAMPUN LAGI MAHA PENYAYANG"
[10:107]


if i only study in malaysia but become the one of the best surgeon in the world, then i can define it as success.


owh yeah, i'm tired staring at the mail box hoping some big envelope is in it..or call from miss sweet jpa..hurm..yada yada yada....wat ever happends i'll be redha becoz it is d best for me.If i still want to go oversea i'll use my money and travel not only uk but around the world perhaps?...hehehehe


i cannot help wondering do i look like a doctor?will i be a good doctor?let just wait and see hahahahaa....

waHHHHH

jpj...
ALHAMDULILLAH............

enough said...

don't bother

kn dh ckp don't bother,,nk tgok jugk sape suruh..hahhahaa



actually i have nothing to say, at least for this time being..the jpa result is not out yet,,
n my jpj result i don't know ..let just wait n see how it goes tomorrow..pray for me yah!
p.s i.m not going to post about my jpj test tomorrow..so hush2..to those who read this..

just keep this between us okay:)..hehe...owh..yeah my dad leave me the mandat to take care of his fish..durh..orite2..no matter how much i hate it..but i'll do it for my dad..( bjet ank mithali)yeah..so i fed them..then when back to kitchen to continue with my lunch..attention i cooked my lunch all by myself..fuhh i'm so proud of myself..it took a lot of guts to get off from the couch...back to the story about that fish..i call him romeo..i think this romeo doesn't like to stay in that aquarium because it keep banging it's head to that glasses...hish..then splashing the water all over place..guess who going to clean that up...me!'thanks' a lot romeo..i mean it..durh

orite ..dats all for today...if i didn't 2 post anything about my jpj then don't aks..hahaha

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ayh saye

ayh saye sgt comell..scare jujurnye bukn saye sorg ckp mcmtuh, rmai lg mnyokong saye..
ayh saye sgt peramh, secara jujurnye bukn saye sorg ckp cmtu, rmai lg mnyokong pendpt saye
ayh saye x romantik ikut occasion, die xpndai meluahkn kate2 azimat yg slalu mmat jiwang paki tuh, tp cukup sekadar perlakuannye yg ala manja gitu..hehe..

knape saye ckp mcm nih, bukn kutuk eh.tp memuji,
ari nih pegi jj brsame prents n along, mkn kfc n beli brg seket..
knape saye ckp ayh comel, sbb bile balek umah afta keje mase kcik2 ayh sama ade pggil siti, siti aisyah.siti nabilah, siti rasyidah or die jerit esah, belle syedut..hahahaa...utk mkn petg bersame
bile blek ari tuh, ayh ngn t-shirt pagodanye n sluar keje diri depn pintu nmpk kete mak..trus senyum lebar , terselah gigi nye yg jrg tuh...hahaha...comel gile ayh..nmpk sgt ank bongsu

knape ayh saye peramah?sbb bile kluar ade saje yg mnegurnye,klu tidk die akn menegur owg.
kdg2, kami tnye lah ayh kenal x owg yg mnegur die tuh. ayh ckp..ontah ayh xknal pon..tp die layan je...hehehee
td mkn kfc, tunggu alang abes mkn.ayh nmpk ade pkcik dok sorg je die pon tnye lah
dri mne?..owg tuh jwb........
ayh pon :uuiii..jauhnye..kami dri tmn ..lg jauh..hahahahaa
kemudian tau2 je lah...

ayh romantik xikut occasion..
sbb die xsambut ari ibu, atau kdg burfday pon xbg hadiah ontyme...
tp klu ade jam..msti die beli spsg for mak skali.
n bile men golf bju msti kaler same
klu ade function mak bju kaler len die pon n k tukar...hehehe
sweet x ayh..

ayh sayang..i'll always luv u..no matter what
u are my kekasih dunia akhirat...hehehehe....love lots...from alang

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